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Seto Kaiba ([personal profile] firstrateduelist) wrote in [community profile] kittensinboxes2024-12-05 10:48 am

To Be Endlessly Cold Within [Rivalshipping, Vampire AU]

It had taken some time to get used to living a new life as a vampire. For someone who actively decried the supernatural, it wasn't easy to admit that he'd been overcome by some creature of the night in anything outside of a nightmare.

But he had ended up like this nearly half a year ago, waking up hospitalized with what looked like some kind of lesions at the joint of his neck and shoulder. From that point, it was only a matter of time before he shifted to his new reality. Trying to suppress it out of sheer force of will had only worked out so long, and deflecting his thirst onto a natural human cause had nearly ended in him attacking his brother. That was the last straw.

That was when Seto Kaiba gave in and took the first drink.

He had to, of course, curate his inner circle slightly--tell the ones most important to him what exactly his new life would entail. Mokuba...well, while he hadn't fully intuited it, had been concerned about his brother ever since the hospital stay. How could he not be? Seto had gradually lost color, energy, and most concerningly, weight since he'd been discharged. He barely ate and looked discomforted when he did, and drank liquids constantly. Honestly, figuring out Seto's needs had been jarring, but ultimately relieving.

Isono was the only other person who knew. He was the one responsible for acquiring blood for his boss, and he did so admirably. Kaiba never fed from the vein, no matter what. Even when his jaw ached around others, and his fangs itched in his skull, he'd instead bite down on something else. He kept a solid rubber ball in his desk for such occasions, and it didn't feel right, but at least with his bagged alternatives, he was doing alright.

Isono and Mokuba had floated the idea to him of perhaps feeding on small animals, and while the thought of it had made his fangs stretch past his lower lip and made his stomach twist as if he'd been starving for all his life...he declined. He didn't need it. There were other things to attend to.

And so he never really regained his weight despite a regular diet of blood.

But at least the company was running smoothly. Seto fought the urge to take a fully nocturnal sleep schedule, and instead positioned himself between worlds. He'd come into work around midnight, well before the sun rose, and leave once it had set. Work meetings were scheduled past dusk. Probably the most expensive alteration needed was to slowly have his office windows altered with UV blocking, the tinting of which could be controlled automatically with a single remote. He mostly kept the tinting at a lower level, so he could still enjoy the sun's brightness without harming himself.

His acclimations weren't perfect. Sometimes he ended up burning himself. Sometimes, the hunger was triggered by proximity to his employees...but for the most part, Kaiba had fallen into a holding pattern. Not yet fully healthy by vampire standards, but also not withering away.

Today, Kaiba was to be participating briefly in orientation for a very small handful of new hires. Isono would bring them up, to show them who they would be working for and have Kaiba offer a few words as he often did while he judged the merit of the hires individually. He always thought it unnecessary, but what he thought, and what was actually done? Those were two different things.

The first two hires went through their orientation interview without incident. Kaiba wasn't terribly impressed, but they'd do as entry to mid-level workers. Nothing really extraordinary to be brought to the the table.

He taps the logo on his lapel.

"Isono. Bring in the last candidate, and then prepare lunch," he ordered.

"Yes, Master Seto!"

The third candidate...they better be worth something.
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-26 02:06 am (UTC)(link)
Something in Yuugi's heart burst into a kaleidoscope of color.

It wasn't the fact that Kaiba offered to compensate, because in truth, that could have been due to his sense of honor. Same with his own dedication to him getting the utmost care.

The last part, though.

That...

That was...

"Mokuba, did...did you hear that?!" Yuugi grinned as soon as Kaiba was out of the room (though probably not out of earshot, because Vampire hearing). "I think we're starting to become friends!"
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-26 06:29 pm (UTC)(link)
"I hope so," Yuugi said softly, "I really do."

What were his feelings concerning Kaiba, anyway? He was strong, interesting, and even funny when he wanted to be. He was an inspiring presence that made him want to better himself, be stronger, be better than he was the day before.

He was an inspiration, and Yuugi liked being close to him.

He wanted...to be his friend. He wanted to be someone he could talk to and relate to.

...

He wanted to see him happy. Was that...strange? He didn't feel this way about his other friends, but it definitely was friendship. Or perhaps yearning for it.

His eyes lit up at Mokuba, though.

"Yeah! I'm looking forward to it."
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-26 10:56 pm (UTC)(link)
Yuugi didn't quite know the circumstances, but he knew that any child who was the VP of a company -- with an older brother who inherited a corporation at such a young age -- could not have had a normal childhood, or normal friendships.

Mokuba probably didn't have many people come over, especially since his brother was so...himself.

Closed off.

Alone.

Him against the world, it seemed.

It was sad...sad, but understandable. Considering his position...

"Mr. Mutou has a high RBC count," the doctor said as the nurse pulled out Yuugi's IV, "We did other tests to check for an underlying cause, but none of the screenings came back with anything to worry about, which is strange."

Wait. Screenings?

They did tests on him while he was out? How long was he out, anyway?

"His RBC, Platelets, hemoglobin, and WBC counts are all high in equal measures; it's almost as though he's producing more blood than normal."

...What?

"But he's also very dehydrated, and has low iron, despite his other levels. I'm going to prescribe some Iron supplements. I'll give some samples on your way out so he can start taking them right away."
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 01:53 am (UTC)(link)
Get him discharged so I can leave.

Nnngh, wasn't that like a big kick in the chest. He knew that Kaiba was the kind of person who said things coarsely, but that didn't mean it didn't hurt.

And really, wasn't Yuugi imposing already? He wanted to stop imposing, and maybe if he got discharged faster...

The doctor sighed.

"With all due respect, if you don't want to be here, Mr. Kaiba, you can easily step outside. Mr. Mutou won't be any longer than fifteen minutes, and I'm sure you aren't intending to wheel him out yourself."

Look, it was late and the doctor was low on patience. They were used to people like Kaiba, coming in with plenty of swagger and money to burn, but not enough tact.

He was the one who brought Mr. Mutou in, but they refused to let their patient deal with someone who was acting like a nine-year-old when they weren't the ones in the hospital bed.

"No, it's okay! I...would like to get this done as quickly as possible," Yuugi said. "I...I don't feel very comfortable in hospitals, either."

He shuffled in the bed, hands in his lap and eyes closed.

He wasn't lying, or trying to mindlessly defend Mr. Kaiba. He was speaking honestly.
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 05:23 am (UTC)(link)
"N-no, I..."

The last time he was in a hospital for any amount of time was when his grandfather passed away. He could still smell the antiseptic. He could still...

He could still hear the whirr of the respirator.

The sound of the nurses speaking gently to him as he--

Yuugi's hands tightened on the blankets.

He wasn't ready to come back to a place like this. His shoulders tensed, his fists balled tight, and he stared down, down, refused to look up, couldn't look up, didn't want to look at anything--

"I..." He whispered. "Give me my papers, please. I'd like to leave."

Don't breathe heavily. Come on, it's fine. It's been years, it's fine, he's past this...

The doctor watched him for a moment, before nodding quickly and leaving the room.

If one watches the heart monitor he's still connected to, his heartrate was starting to rise.

Quickly.
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
That command does something to Yuugi's chest.

Stirs something in his blood, perhaps; he didn't have the presence of mind to think about it, but a calm Yuugi would look back on this moment and consider exactly what this meant.

His muscles relax as though on command, and his eyes close.

He breathes.

Focuses on the voice that feels so close and yet so far away, whispering yet not. Speaking inside his heart and yet not.

If he focuses on it, he can almost forget the smell that assaults his nostrils, the sound of the beeping machinery.

"Y-yes." He breathes. "Okay."

One breath...Then another.

Another.

Another.

His heartrate is starting to lower, even as his cheeks brighten with...exertion? His O2 levels seem fine, but his blood pressure is rising even as he's calming down.

Tight. That sensor was too tight on his finger.

With a slight growl, Yuugi removes it.
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 05:58 am (UTC)(link)
The moment Kaiba left the room, Yuugi felt a dull headache pulse in the back of his skull.

What was that? What the hell was his reaction? Had he ever been...flushed before? Not since he'd known him, and yet his color looked almost healthy.

He thought about it as he got his papers, dizzily stumbling into the wheelchair as he waved off any concern.

"I'm just feeling a bit tired," he said. "Don't worry. I'll rest."

He thought about it as he sat in the car.

As they drove back to the manor.

Even as he stared blankly out the window at the roads that whizzed by...

How did Kaiba get that much color in his face? Did that little bit of blood he gave him in the office really help that much?

Nnngh, his neck itched.
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 06:20 am (UTC)(link)
Privacy, about...what?

Mokuba glanced at Yuugi, but he just smiled and shook his head.

"Don't worry, it's okay."

His head throbbed, and his neck, nnnh. It started to hurt. Right along the jugular, too. What was this? It was like something was desperately trying to come out...

Even his nose felt pressure on the inside.

"I'll be all right."

He wasn't looking too good. If anything, he seemed a bit dizzy. He'd just. Sit on the couch. Yeah.

Mokuba watched him for a moment. Then Kaiba. Then Yuugi again.

Maybe they should have left him at the hospital...he didn't want to be there, but he didn't exactly look good, either. His cheeks were so red, and his eyes were almost glassy.

...

He'd stay nearby. He wouldn't listen in, but...He'd stay in an adjacent room. Just in case.

"Okay..." Mokuba said, "Just. Be nice. He doesn't look well."
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 06:50 am (UTC)(link)
Pretend you have agency.

Pretend you have agency.

Pretend you have agency.

What the fuck did he even mean by that?! Did he think Yuugi wanted him to just fall over for him like this? Did he think he liked doing it? What kind of person did he think Yuugi was, anyway?!

Even though his glassy eyes stared at him, there was life in them. Frustration. The bite of his lip, the clench of a fist.

The fierce pull of a hand as he tried to snatch his hand back from his grip.

His leg bounced.

"Pretend I have agency?" He asked. "You think that's what this is? You think I'm just some emptyheaded idiot that can't do anything for himself?"

His head hurt. His head hurt.

"You think I want to fall apart?" Yuugi snapped back with a voice that was too loud, too strong, too, too-- "I do fight it. Every. Single. Time! Have you ever stood on the other side of a mirror and watched yourself do things you never wanted to do and you have no power to fight back?!"

He coughed; he tasted copper on his lips, but no. He didn't care. He barely noticed.

"Even now! All I want to do is fall over for you, and I hate it! I want to control my own body, because I'm not...I'm not a doll!"

Another cough.

Something clung to the side of his mouth; something red.

"I belong to me, just like you belong to you! Neither of us are puppets for someone else to play with; not our bodies, and not anyone else!"
Edited 2024-12-27 06:52 (UTC)
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 07:13 am (UTC)(link)
That

That

...

That was Seto Kaiba kissing Yuugi Mutou on the lips. That was not just being kissed, but it was an inelegant, awkward, bruising kiss that was just as powerful as the man that was standing in front of him.

The man who just bit his wrist and was trying to suck his blood down as it practically squirted into his mouth like a juicy orange.

What the fuck?

What the actual fuck was going on?

"What's going on with my body...?" He whispered, entirely to himself.

High RBC. More blood than usual, and now he was...

"Feel...f-full..."

...What was that? He said that at one point, didn't he? But when? Why? Was it...did it have to do with this?

The headache faded, and his cheeks began lighten...

And dripped out of his nose and onto his shirt.

(At least it didn't get on the furniture?)
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 07:33 am (UTC)(link)
Stop bleeding? Easy for him to say, he wasn't the one whose body was leaking like a sieve!

Yuugi had the sense to use the wrist Kaiba wasn't biting to grab his own shirt and hold his nose with it in an attempt to stop the bleeding, but that only...

Oh.

That only made it worse.

"What the fuck. What the fuck?!"

That was the voice of a man who clearly did not know what was going on with his own body. Panic? Anxiety? Frustration? Anger? Negative emotions that Yuugi Mutou tried to hide at all times under lock and key?

You fucking bet.

"Dammit...dammit...Stop bleeding, dammit!"

Yeah, because that was going to work.

At least it got on his shirt instead? And it did...eventually...seem to slow up?

His wrist was also not squirting now! Progress!
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[personal profile] puzzleshounen 2024-12-27 07:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Nnnnh."

How articulate, Yuugi. But it was hard to be articulate when you were feeling dizzy from losing so much blood that fast. Even with his blood going down to normal levels and his blood pressure falling, nobody could handle that without...

...

Flopping on the floor, face-down.

Was the poor guy even conscious?

"Fuck my stupid body."

...Yeah, he was at least partially conscious.

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